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No Way 03:03
I get it now. Have patience, regardless, any how. I am starting to tap my foot. I am starting to shake the room. I am starting to look for a flower that's in bloom. I am sick of you.
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a dark aura 04:12
Complacent introvert, displaced as an anti-extrovert. Its like I've got an anti-matter aura spinning great sums of nothing around me. Canceling other energies. And typically I feel so at a loss when realizing. But today I think i need a defense wall in front, behind and to the sides of me; all around me. I used to feel the stronger feelings but now I just feel like I am in a vacuum seperating everything.
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Floating in water watch my head go under. Under the water I feel the pressure pushing against me makes me feel not so lonely. Can you hold me like the ocean, completely and enclose me. It feels like I am with you, warm and wanted. Hold me like the ocean, hold me like the waves; hold me like the ocean take my fears away.
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don't remind me. The past ain't easy. Its these memories that keep me held and help me to reach some clarity. I cant command these things. Oooooo oooooo oooooo Im not looking for no charity I would fight for what I felt was due to me. But I need love like anybody and I need to see the future with more assuredy. Don't remind me.
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How's about's we focus on the proper things. Once the damage is done the lies from the past dont bring anything. Trying to run some game on the soul of me. Trynuh remove my certainties in me. You never pushed me down.
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Well i am half way there. If I'd stop I might see you down there. We're half way there. In the middle of the road. In the summer or in the snow. We're half way there. and it feels like I'm so un-aware. Im half way there. So when can I know, because I left my soul years ago; down there. Going around this time, I'm half way there.
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Next 03:26
Don't lead, don't follow... Get out of the way. I might need to borrow some will power or some drive to make me feel better about where I'm taking myself. Nothing like love to make it last. Don't rush now. Take your time now. Look in your heart now; whats the right move to put you on the road back to me? Can i find a way to describe my feelings to you? Though i don't have your number, to you though i don't know where you've been. To you love is patient and true.
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I've got this pain in my ass it hurts so bad I can't sit down. I said i got this pain in my ass, many thoughts would have come to pass but now it is the only thing i can confound. I've been thinking it manifested from drinking and riding a horse that hasn't any remorse. I got a pain in my ass, oh my ass; this pain in my ass.
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Share well 02:51
Here we go. I know I can find the words to say, though it may not be necessary, my trust in you made it so I can make it seem I'm not missing you. In actuality, if I found strength in me, I would see the strength is all you. I know I would find the words to say, ans I would say "trust is strength and trust comes from you."
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Ironically, imposing fear tactically is the lowest form of love and it's consequences are deflation of one's trust in other's and obsession of failure. Lacking confidence really "heads one off at the pass" on all social fronts. You could take anything from a person like me and I would be happy for your initiating the interest in my company. It has been this way for the better part of a decade. I really hate my inability to believe others might be attracted to me but all I hear constantly are my downfalls in my cavernous mind echoing like they don't realize they one the war a long time ago. I don't believe I would be able to talk to someone I found attractive without their coming to me and walking me to their interests with me, it is this reason I may remain alone; a fate I really hate. I have always been happier with someone to believe in like a close friend. As a lover I am reborn by their intentions with me and I work to stay relevant in their eyes which shows weaknesses which is my true self, a weakend person.

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released July 29, 2020

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